don't know why, but recently i'm overwhelmed by a particular thought - i want to roam the streets of london and paris by myself and live like it's my own world. one day, i'm going to do just that.


cos i've got time while she's got freedom

the constant thinking is killing my brain cells. add in the countless assignments and stats mid-terms coming up. the only window of opportunity i see is the christmas hols. or so i thought. i realised that no, there's another 2 reports due after that. plus the many things to plan for AH. can't even rest my poor brain and it's cells. soon, i'll kill them all. one by one.

one by one, you walk away. oh, i can only watch.

words have once again become the subject of scrutiny, to be said and to be heard, to be used and to be understood.

why must things be so complicated. i get tired simply from thinking.
oh man, signs of ageing. well, maybe it's just mental exhaustion. i prefer to think this is so. (and i think it is so.)


round and round we go again.