Wednesday, April 29, 2009
1:32 AM -
my hands were itching to type something after seeing that my last post was last week. though it was not a very long time by my standards, considering the longest hiatus being 2 months. haha. but all these late nights are killing me. i want to sleep, but there's so many assignments due this week and next. bulldozers. can't wait for next week to be over, what with all the presentations next week. but, that would mean one thing: exams are coming. ah well. i can only look forward to june! luckily the papers which i'm taking ends quite early; my last paper's on the 2nd, while others end on the 5th/6th.. some light there, i see. =)
this one thing on my mind for quite some time, once in a while it still bogs me. it's lurking there, at the back of my mind, appearing once in a while to disturb me. after yockie dropped the bombshell on me a few weeks back. i don't know how i can take over, considering the achievements she has brought us through so far. i know it's not in my character to doubt myself, but i do doubt my capabilities at times. only at times. and this being one of the very few times. cos the responsibilities are just, well, large. ahhhhh.
photo task finally done. it left me aching all over, trying to cut and paste every thing onto the board. had such a tough time trying to squeeze all the photos in, and i think it's quite untidy now. rah, who cares. it's done and i'm proud of it. lol.
no, please, no.
Thursday, April 23, 2009
2:30 PM -
last night, i was asking for strong winds and rain to take away all the heat and humidity, and, half an hour later, it was like a mini hurricane. =) since i've got what i wanted, i decided to delay going to bed ( and miss precious sleep) just to sit by my study room window to enjoy the wind. my sister actually shut all the windows and retreated to the air-conditioned room.
i slid open the window (much to her protests) and stuck my face there, letting the winds lash and blow, enjoying every single moment of it. how could anyone miss such beautiful moments? i ended up sitting there for half an hour until the wind actually subsided and stopped howling, telling me it's time to go to bed.
i slept so soundly last night.
=)
it's so tiring, i don't wanna try anymore.
Tuesday, April 14, 2009
1:03 AM -
finally. i have finally complete env. psych assignment on behaviour mapping. went down to national lib last month to observe people. pretty cool assignment, considering we just have to go there and watch people. but it's not easy watching 50 people at the same time! but anyway, the worse part is the report. i still dont get all those numbers and what goes where. and what on earth is an F test? i've heard of z test, t test, but f test? bahhh. anyway, i'm done with it. so.
next assignment: watch a movie during tutorial and critique. hope it'll be a good show on wed! =)
ethics test on wed, stats test on thurs. sigh, time to abstain from facebook. not that i go to facebook often, only use facebook to upload photos since everyone's waiting for them! haha. the other functions of facebook are really alien to me. thing is, each time i upload AH photos, there will be like millions of comments. and i'll thus have to go to facebook to follow them. so that's all i really do at facebook. haha. other than that, it really serves no function for me.
spoke to bestie just now. gonna meet her this friday! yay. i miss her so much! there'll be lots and lots of catching up to do, it seemed like 10 years since we last met. aha.
i found a place so safe, not a single tear
Wednesday, April 08, 2009
12:48 PM -



a whole day with vanlove at sentosa was great. =) how i wish, that i can spend time doing nothing but enjoy the company and scenary. life would be so much more beautiful and peaceful if we can enjoy all these quiet times admiring and taking in the beauty of our surroundings. it would, i'm certain.
i can't wait for loola trip with AH in july. and possibly genting with my cousins in june too. =) hooray, finally something to look forward to. van love's been saying we should go somewhere, but nothing ever materialized. =( oh well. it will, one day, right?
orientation/training again this weekend, but, i did revise stats yesterday. =)
(though only one chapter... oops.)
stop and stare, i think i'm moving but i go no where