my notes are lying on the table waiting to be touched. merely waiting. and it will probably still be waiting 2mr... haha. i refused to touch it. lol.. i dont feel like studying at all. like really at all. it's so sian.. but at the back of my head its nagging away there.. exams exams exams!! rah. go away go away go away!!!!


and i know that if i dont start revising now, like really NOw, i'm going to die horribly.. haha. but luckily econs and chinese is down.. wheee. and what's left? all the H2 subjectss. sigh. rachel help me with maths!!!!!! haha.


had a wonderful chat with rachel yest... i miss you so much! haha. thanks for the chat. =)
and i realise that nothing beats chatting with your long time friends. we can chat about anything.. whereas things you chat about with your new friends are superficial.. bleh.


wont have time to study later either.. since i'll be meeting my cousin.. she got free tics to watch x-men 3! haha. so i shant let the free tic go.. though there's school 2mr.. haha. and bio's like early early in the morning... -_- zzz


sometimes i wish time will slow down.. but when there are things to look forward to, i'll wish time will hurry pass. haha. its like i want time to hurry pass to get to the holidays, but when its the holidays i want time to pass reaaally slowly.. and when i'm going on a holiday i cant wait for the day to arrive, but i dont want the holidaying days to pass so quickly..
and i'll day dream about how my typical day would be like if i had 30 hours a day.. haha. like maybe 6 hours in school only, and away from school for the rest of the day.. i'll sleep for 12 hours, and play and relax for 6 hours.. =) haha. so that leaves me with 6 hours for studying! more than sufficient.. haha. cool, huh? but ya, i was just day dreaming. thinking of the impossible. sigh.


if only time is in my hands.. if only... then i can live the life i want.
have been pretty lazy to blog..ha.


thurs: econs was OVER. horray. i felt free. and no exams till the hols are over.. though the hols won't be a really relaxed one.... but anyway. its still the hols, right? the topics tested on econs seem really little. demand and supply and a little bit of market failure.. and so 3/4 s of the questions merely revolved round demand and supply... glad that the questions didnt stumped me. otherwise it would be confirm marks gone.. only thing now is whether i answered sufficiently.. and i didnt felt so tense like when i take the yearly ss papers or lit papers. where its a race against time to complete the papers. we hardly even have time to think! lol. at least for econs i have lots of time to think. and sit and stone... lol.. and i was freezing under that blasting aircon blowing at me? bleah.


chinese was just, boring.. i wanted to sleep. i had a short powernap in the midst of the paper..! hahaha. ms kang's powernap. i know i'm nuts. lol. if i really fell asleep i'm dead... and thank goodness i wasn't stuck under the aircon. but the guy next to me was disturbing. cos he was sleeping. hahaha. it like i managed to finish the paper just in time, thankfully, but when i merely started READING the 3rd passage, not yet done the questions, he was sleeping already. -_-
oh wells. either he's really fast. or he's those who crap through it.


FRI: went shopping with my mummy! wheee. hahaha. bought many things. and the great singapore sale has barely even started... lol. i like my new bag. =)


oh. and before that, i had to rushed back to the freaking school to hand in the stupid travel form. BLEh. mdm twu called me early in the morning, ok not very early lah, but i was still sleeping. mine sis was like someone was looking for (my chinese name), and i was "must be tu lao shi". rah. what does she want? We All must go back to school to hand in the stupid form. i was like wei she mo she didnt collect from me yest??!!! i brought the bloody thing. and if she collected it i dont have to make my way down. she said she couldnt find us. bleh. and she asked me to contact some people for her. and make sure make sure they go to school and hand it in.


then i headed back to beloved sac to collect my cert.. while my mum met my sister's teacher for the parent-teacher talk.. and the GO women was NICE. 0_0 she was COURTEOUS. and HELPFUL. 0_0 and didnt question me about the letter i wanted her to pass to mrs loh for me. 0_0 er. ok. it was good, i know, but it's UNusual. hahaha. but i shant complain. cos its GOOD. for the people frequenting there....LOl.


Sat:
had to go for a training programme at marine parade NLB.. sianded. so far away.. and i was the only J1. there were 7 othere j2s i think.. and the rest were from other schools... like ACJC and swiss cottage sec.
and. i went shopping with my mum again. hahaha. but this time, she bought stuff but i didnt.. lol. bought too many the day before already. lol. love my mummy! =)


today:
woke up at 9.30 to meet clement at 10 at tampines interchange. then we were supposed to meet van at ecp macs. but, as usual, like always, she got lost. like really lost... hahaha. i dont blame you van! cos you're just not streetwise, huh? and i still love you. =)
shu li was still drunk from the night before. hahaha. so she woke up at 11... but anyway. it was RAINING. VERY HEAVILY. and so. we made a wasted trip. RAH. we told shuli dont need to come liao... and van took 2 hours before managing to made it there. hahahaha.
and journey was so long lah. yet i wasted my time travelling to and fro. BAH. and the rain was wet. well, it is wet lah, duh, but it made me wet. ew.. lol.


anyway. 2mr's no diff from a normal school day... with tutorials/lectures from 10am to 3pm? so long. bleah.


and so my life goes on...
ok. i have been tagged by steph and missy. and though i should be studying now.. shall take a short little break. =)

INSTRUCTIONS:
1. The tagged victims have to come up with eight different points of his/her perfect lover.
2. Have to mention the gender of his/her perfect lover. (duh.)
3. Tag eight other victimes to join this game and leave a comment on their blog.
4. If you are tagged the second time, there's no need to do this AGAIN.
5. Lastly, most importantly, HAVE. FUN. DOING. IT .

Gender: Male. ( or maybe female.... hahaha. NAH..)

Eight points:
1. he must be witty
2. loves children! they're soooo cute....
3. appreciates music
4. a good cook! haha
5. honest and truthful and understanding and all those virtues.............
6. NOT chauvinistic (or he can go jump down the building)
7. sensitive and romantic! ha.
8. of course, TRULY love me as who i am.

8 tags!
vanessa the bean, emilyn, jolie, tiffany, adlin, nat, didi and rachel
haha. have fun, people.. lol.

and i hope did well for chinese listening compre. i dont see the rationale of it. are we supposed to be able to listen to people speaking chinese and decipher what they are trying to say? which is not necessary, since people dont speak in long passages. but forthrightly. nothing to decipher.

chinese main paper and compo. and econs 2mr. RAH.

and then. it's the HOLIDAYS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
YES!!!!
WHEEEEEE.
yay. =)

i cant wait to be able to not go to school. and not go for lectures and tutorials. and NO pe. no running. no rock climbing. and no need to wake up early in the morning! wheee. i know there's lectures and tutorials next week. but its still the holidays. though there's projects and all. and study. but still. i dont have to wake up early in the morning to go to school EVERYday. but they should really give us 2 months of holiday! ahhh. then it can really be called a holiday. haha.

life is so torturous. yet it can be fulfilling.
life is so monotonous. yet it can be exciting.
life is so fragile, yet it can withstand hardships.
life is so unpredictable. yet people do not life life to the fullest.
life is so SPECIAL. yet people do not treasure it.

got back gp test compre section. technically i failed. but based on A levels grading system, i passed. lol. anyway. the class didnt do too well anyway. only a handful passed. rah.

the days are getting longer, and longer, and longer.. and the lovely nights are getting shorter, and shorter, and shorter. i wonder why.

pw's getting tiring. its getting very sianded. oh wells. i have to live with it for many more months. at least my group's workable people. hahaha. got both my jie meis van and shu li. and one jie-mei wannabe but failed. during pw we took a trip to the GO to borrow the yellow pages to call up pet farms. but it was a failed attepmt. hahaha. then this woman whom i called earlier on called back and asked for BOBBY. hahaha. inside joke. emilyn should know. lol. wrong number!

econs exam next week.. rah. i'm scared. i dont think i'm even a quarter prepared.. the confusing market seems to be full of, erm, nonsense? lol. and i think my chinese is a goner. our chinese teacher hasnt even finish teaching us. wth. actually she hardly teaches. van complains all day.hahaha.

anyway. HAPPY BIRTHDAY MAGGIE! oh my goodness. guess what. emilyn and yirui bought maggie a nice piece of pink lingerie..... erm. hahaha. from blush!.... and they made her open it in class. imagine not know what that thing inside is. and with the guys watching waiting to see what it was... and then there's IT. hahaha. emilyn was all hyped up about it. oh emilyn. we know you want it too! ahaha.

nat, next time you see him tell him how childish he is. lol. and dont give a damn about such people lah. but i still cant believe how an adult like him can behave like THIS. goodness gracious. love you babe!

van: nono, you cant blackmail me into changing to cbox. hahaha. you cackle. lol.

its just not the same anymore..... you are changing, and i feel like i dont know you anymore.

ahhhhh!!! today was a GREAT day. hahaha. i've never had so much fun my my class before. S04 totally rocks. haha. we cheered on every single person representing our class, and we were uber enthu. like crazily enthu. hahaha. but anyway we were the only class cheering lah.. still, even if there were other classes cheering we would still be the most enthu ones. what with the dean dean rui rui dean dean rui rui, clement emily clement emily, maggie yirui maggie yirui, van van emily.... and what not. hahaha. we were high. and we screamed. A LOT. hahaha. we were the noisiest people along kallang river. haha. even the fishes were scared away. lol.

dragon boating was, erm, not very smooth lah.. whole class event..we practised coordinating and all, but when we were really boating, things were chaotic. the people infront of me had a diff beat as the people behind me. and so, i was stuck in a dilema. when i follow maggie in front, my paddle will keep hitting into joan's, who was behind me. and when i followed joan's rhythm, i'll keep clashing with maggie. RAh. and the salty river water splashed on my face into my eyes. ouch. it hurt k. and they were waiting for a body part to surface and call the police. haha. anyway, we were last among the 5 classes in that round.

took part in the mini dragon boat race with emilyn, liyu and jefferson. YAY. we rocked. lol. came in as one of the first few. =) waha. it was actually a canoe for two, but two sits in it while the other two have to cling on to their dear lives holding on to nothing, merely sitting on the ends of the boat.. at least liyu infront just had to hold on to the string.. i was clinging on to my dear life at the back, holding on to nothing and have to paddle as well. rah. we were really worried we capsize... lol. but we didnt!!! yay. cos we were on canoe no.7 which supposedly had the others who used it capsizing.... lol. but we did it! yay. we were like the wind.... haha. no lah. anyway. it was FUN. =) so much better than the class dragon boat race...

and. we were all going on about how our class are superb in the water! beating everyone else... hahaha. but on the track........... erm. hahaha. nth to say. lol.

all in all, i enjoyed it very much. love you van! =)
S04 ROCKS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

went to watch aquamarine with tiffany on fri. love the show.. it was touching. how the mermaid found true love. from FRIENDSHIPS.. and with that guy too lah.. imagine not having true friends but those who hang out with u only because you're rich and popular. like cecilia. oh, that's so sad... hahaha. her "friends" ditched her just the same. and thought she was crazy.. lol. and jojo resembles lindsay lohan A LOT.. except for the skin colour..

had maths on sat morning. and we completed the chapter on binomial in just one and a half hours. =S then continued with AP GP tutorial with obs.till about 11. my morning was gone just like that. . maths on a sat morning kind of spoils the weekend mood.. lol.

sat next to emilyn during maths and out of boredom we played bingo. and she was like you play this too? i was like, Ya? dont you know of the many games that steph and i play during lessons? hahaha. yes.. i miss those days so much. filled with hangman, pictionary, bingo, charades, tic-tac-toe, smilyface drawings, pencil fighting, pokings, and, WAKING up. hahaha. dont you miss it stephy buddy? oh lol.

and not to forget the time when a whole group of us played in the canteen. with kotex instead of bingo. haha. omg. that was really hilarious! i rmb jolie yihui and many others shouted kotex! at the same time, and mind you, it was in the canteen where everyone heard. dots.. but those were the fun times i had with my darling 4/7 2oo5.. yes, i'm reminising Again. i just cant help it.

and chinese lessons. with dearest marianne. my sort of whining partner cum hangman partner during chinese. haha. we would whine and whine about chinese and all. and play hangman all through out chinese lessons. the class would always go lao shi this, lao shi that... haha. during chinese, i played the most hangman i've ever played.. lol. and talking about fishes. teehee. oh marianne. where's your fish?!

and missy bestie, my bio partner. we would study bio together every friday night. taking turns at each other's house. and my confidante. we would talk alot too. hahaha. about anything. under the stars. lol. =) well, we still do! though we cant be bio study partners anymore..

and recess and lunch. the four of us with jolie and nae. hahaha. it was a break from lessons. with jolie and nae ard, things cant be quiet, can they? and our mini excursion to the ice cream man opposite sch. oh those days.

not forgetting my beloved band. well, those days are really over, though..... sir has left, my closest juniors, like nat and denise, have stepped down and graduated from band too... my band mates cum destressing mates are like everywhere now.. tiff, adlin, chengs, didi, rachel... sigh. but the memories will always be there, ya? i miss playing my baby. my clarinet. and playing under sir's guidance.. and those lovely songs. which i'll never forget.. those songs make me very emo. haha. i dont know why. they just do. lol..

and the times when tiff and i stayed till late because of band stuff. we would complain about things together. and accompany each other through our duties.. and talk about our feelings and all.. about band and everything. the happiness and unhappiness we shared. and the syf camp. where we cried together. and screamed together...

one man who ignited my love for the band.. and love for music. SIR. the ever greatest. the sacrifices he made for us, his love for the band..going all out of way for us... the memories he left behind...

and then there's mrs boo and ms kang. they have influenced me greatly.. and i have them to thank. mrs boo, for her zest in teaching her dearest ever 4/7 2005. and love for us. i know you love us so much mrs boo... haha. ms kang, for her influencial love for english. i grew to love english a lot. haha. and now i cant help but to correct people when they cant pronounce words properly. and my english improved.

and. the entertainment we received from the m square and k square saga! hahaha. that made our sec 4 time interesting.. i still rmb how it vaguely started..... with that yellow pencil case landing on the floor and ms kang and ms lim................ and so the story goes. HAHA.

anyway. i love SAC! all the lovely memories sprouted there... lol.

its 1 AM now. hahaha. what am i doing online now?! well. after gp i rushed home to bathe and change then rushed to my cousin's ROM party.. so romantic! .... hahaha. there were many heart shape balloons. and nice lighting.. under the beautiful night sky. too bad there weren't any stars. it was going to rain anyway. lol. but it was really nice... and mind you. they're not even 25 yet. hahaha. nowadays many dont want to marry early and all.. lol. then the flowers. hahaha. i have many small bouquets of roses now. lol.. beautiful. =)

and then i reached home at 12.40 and straightaway came online to edit the pw stuff to be sent to mrs koh immediately. rah. urgent. lol. hopefully she replies asap. but i think she would be sleeping already. she once said that she goes to bed at 9pm. lol..

and today was a horrible day. haha. everyone was moody.. lol. moodswings lah. hahaha. and during chem, van and i came up with this:

5 rules when it is "not our day"
1. stay away
2. Do not offend pms-ing women
3. do not irritate women in an irritable mood
4. F off. (oh van, you're so vulgar. hahaha)
5. dont talk to us

oh wells.

and GP was fine, i guess. or maybe it wasn't. the compre was quite tough. and i think i've got all 5 vocab questions WRONG. hahaha. essay seemed better than the compre. anyway. it was very sian. whole afternoon was GP GP GP. till almost 6pm... rah. but. HOLIDAY. i so love it. =)

aiyah. but maths on sat from EIGHT to ELEVEN is horrendous. what happened to our FIVE-day week??!!! such a spoiler to our weekend. boo.

ok. its late. and i want to SLEEp.
love you friends! =)
yay. i've got a NEW blogskin. thanks alot MISSY!!! she helped me with this. =) i really suck at these stuff... its so colourful. =)

oh wells. missy's at my house now! hehehe. i was at her house last week. lol. love chatting with her. I MISS YOU HOT BABE!!

we went for some no-sense learing journey. we went all the way to funan there the civil defence thing there. some exhibition. on fire engines and how they put out fires in the past. dots... -_-

spend almost an hour on the bus, only to spend less than an hour there. looking at the strange gallery. lol. and the stupid jokes . no, "scary" stories. vanessa screamed for all lah! hahaha. every thing scares her. hahaha.

cant wait for friday. =) meeting tiffany and rachel to watch aqua marine. yayness. and get our free tau huay from rachel. =)

miss you FRIENDS! =)
love you MISSY!
love you van!
miss you adlin!
cant wait for our get-together =)
miss you tiff!
miss you nat!
miss you denise!
miss you chengs!
19th may. dont forget ah!

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