life, so exciting, makes me wake up each morning
life, so engaging, fills me with anticipation of each new day
life, so fulfilling, makes me trod on each day and
life, so beautiful, lulls me to sleep each night

a few days back, jasmine asked me what my lowest point in life was. and i told her, i don't have one.
she responded in shock, "how can it be?". and i told her that's how i view my life. there's nothing too low, but yet it can get as high as you want it to be.

and anyway, the past two weeks have been hell busy, but i'm glad i managed to squeeze in two meet-ups with people who are very much a part of my life. last fri was with bandies, tues with bestie, and a few calls here and there with van love and angelia.

during training last weekend, we did a DISC test and i was "exploring" myself. i'm a mix of S and C. i never did realise how i don't open up to change easily, how i have a habit of organising things neatly e.g. in folders and subfolders and further subfolders (though my email is just ONE inbox ok. haha). and even in a messy table i myself know where my things are in the mess. that's why i hate it when my mum rearranges for me cos i dont know where my things are already. i must arrange it myself. haha. that's how my brain works.

watched Memento by Christopher Nolan during psych tutorial today, and it's really intriguing how Leonard's mental illness turns his whole life upside down, in a way absolutely different from any other mental illnesses. it was mind-provoking at first and i'll be wondering at every, single jnucture what the hell is going on, and towards the end you somehow get it (though not completely). because he cant make new memories, people make use of him to kill others (since he wont remember that he killed them anyway) and set him off on a revenge trial after the man who killed his wife when it was his own illness that kinda killed her.
confusing right. go watch it yourself then. haha.

its christmas next week!!!
and i'm still irritated by the fact that i have YET to get ANY christmas shopping done yet because of SCHOOL and TESTS (which, thank God, are over) and loads other stuff. i have a tutorial on CHRISTMAS EVE. beat that, man.
so tis the season to be jolly, but i'm not. yet.

gotta head for AH retreat, so there goes my weekend. don't know how i'm gonna complete my assignments and lab reports. help, help, HELP.
S04 christmas party on Sun, a clash of three events on that day so i've got to be jetting around. though i'll probably be skipping one.

i've renewed my MOE registration! hahaha. aunty liza from the GO sent me a note to ask me to renew it before 31st dec. though i might not even be using it. oh well, i'm in demand, you see. hahahahaha. suddenly miss those monkeys..


you make me wonder