have finally decided to move away from that little tree of mine. to enter the endless world of PROMISES, HOPE, and what not. that tree's too small to hold much.

right. that was simply nonsense. school's killing me. knowing that A's is in 70 days time is making me miserable. this is pure torture. i have to admit our education standard is good, really, but its too stressful. and our society is succumbing to the consequences of our education system:

in the race to reach the top of the ladder, values and kinship are forgone by many. hypocrisy, superficiality.. no money, no talk. going to court to fight mum over the house. using underhand means to achieve success. backstabbing you to your boss. spreading rumours about you. forging to embezzle funds. KILLING ONE'S OWN DAUGHTER.
betray of trust. remember huang na and nonoi? who killed them? not any random stranger, but people whom theey trusted, whom they are so close to. what happened to the sanctity of human life?

that's a sad thing to know. i'm sorry if it kicked you out of your comfort zone thinking everything's perfect.
because nothing is.