the past week was good, fairly good. at least it wasn't filled with depressing days and all.
alas, the swensens dinner at tues might have been one of the factors, and lunching with nat on fri, an afternoon out with van on sat, and meeting my mum for a little shopping trip on thurs after school, and a short little chat/conversation with dear yy. watched mr bean's holiday with van, it's hilarious sometimes, it lifts your spirit cos you forget all other worldly problems, burdens, commitments and whatsoever. at least spending an hour plus there with van, simply relaxing and spending some time with her, was worth it. but then again, she's always been my source of comedy at school, this blur queen of mine can just make you laugh with her thoughts and actions, and school's not so mundane after all. =D

the coming week seem not as promising as compared to the previous, bio test on tues and its on my FAVOURITE topic. not. right, its on one of my most disliked topic, genetics of viruses and bacteria. yuck. but, i'll tackle it. i'll try. lol.

A's nearing, prelim's nearer to nearing, common test's even nearer, and faculty tests two's very near, and i'm scared, and at the same time appalled, at my lack of studying and motivation. i'll have to kill myself this very minute.
but, the prospect of having SEVEN months free from studying, free from having to attend school everyday, free from homework, free from tests, free from exams, is simply wonderful. Gosh, that's what i'm looking forward to. the end of A's that makes you age sooo much, the start of a mini, i-promise-i'll-make-it-all-worthwhile holiday. =) i cant wait.

sometimes you push your views so hard people dont like it and get fed up. you cant blame us for feeling that way. but i'm sorry.