exams are over, but pw's stressful like anything.
I'm tired. but PW's preventing me from snuggling in my bed. =( still waiting for shuli to send the report for plagerism checks before i can burn in... rah rah rah. pw really sucks. half my time and life are sucked away. i cant even enjoy my school holiday, having to sit in front of the screen doing the written report, last minute touches, editing, adding and what not.. rah. but i'm glad for the day off. =) the teachers are busy keying in results and helping to promote as many as they can and i really hope our class can promote as a whole. really, really worried for jia ying. *crosses fingers*


on a lighter note, 4 more school days to the official school holiday!!!!!!! hurray. though this cheers me up only because i'm ignoring the fact that after the school closure comes OP dry run and the OP itself... go away, go to the back of my head. or rather, out of my head.


kidsread on saturdays once again, and the children are back into my life. haha. kind of shut them out during exam period since i couldnt go for the morning classes.. and seeing the smiles on their faces after receiving their belated childrens' day gifts from me makes me really thankful for the chance to help them, play with them, for entering my life.. i refer to them as MY k1 class you know. haha. MY k1 children. =) having isebelle around to help is a blessing too. almost died during the past weeks when she weren't around. lol.


frankly speaking, as i enter the school every morning, i feel like i've entered some cold cell. i dont feel that sense of belonging and warmth that i have at sac. sac made me feel so much like home, and i dont dread school cos sac was like my third home or something. i really enjoyed the times i had there. even lessons. yes, lessons were fun, though some are quite boring -shant say which! the teachers blog surf. lol.- i still loved those days. now, ALL lessons are dead-boring and useless to me since i stone instead of listen during lectures. yes, i'm so dead. i really wonder how i'm ever going to do well for A's. study, study, study-i know, but it so doesnt appeal to me AT ALL. yucks.




things in the past, things yet unseen,
wishes and dreams that are yet to come true.
All of my hopes, and all of my plans,
my heart and my hands,
are lifted to you.