today's the 16th already. how time flies. seems like just a few months ago that we started school at the beginning of the year. now, PROMOS. promos scare me more than horror movies do. i study, but i dont mug. studying is not the same as mugging. but i hate both. ah wells.


meeting up with zian sis to study at the CIA. haha. oh, how i wish i could just board a plane and fly off. and come back only after promos are over. and, chinese As are nearing. and i have yet to touch chinese at all. die. my chinese standard is declining until it cannot decline anymore. chinese lessons are, well just reading textbook, do ws, and sleep. no new words gets processed. chinese lessons are seriously redundant.. unlike primary and secondary school, where the teacher teaches ci yu and all that. and then we memorise those words from the shou ce. then we stare at the book and head for the exam. now, i dont even know how to study chinese. and i cant write a compo without having to refer to the dictionary (the book and the walking ones) every two sentences. all my years of chinese have kind of been forgotten, and i've actually put high hopes on doing well for chinese. hur-hur. dream on.


this week passed quickly and uneventfully. and i thought it was just few days ago that we were enjoying the sept hols. yes, the guilt is in me for enjoying my hols. the irony, you're not supposed to be enjoying your holidays. bleh. but, i will enjoy without guilt for that few days holiday after my exams. =) yayness. looking forward to that real, 100% genuine break. 6th to 10th oct. =) book me, people. haha. supposed to be till the 11th, but rah, the school pushed everything forward cos of early closure. doesnt matter. there's still the nov and dec hols. minus away chinese As and pw oral presentation. ladida.


frankly speaking, i kind of like GP. i dont why, i think i must be crazy. haha. maybe its just that GP lessons are quite stress-free and enjoyable, with all that discussions and no-memorising-of-notes-and-calculating time. really hope i can do fine for GP.. i'll be more than happy to get a C for Gp, and if the impossible ever happens, a B. but, looking at the horrendous GP online quiz results, everything's gonna be pulled down. i've only got a miserable 50 plus % for term 3's current affairs quiz. and my compre always dying. bare passes, and now mrs koh says the exam's going to be tough. OH HELP.


rather than lamenting on the exams, we shld all be wokring on it. ha-ha. i'm trying. still trying. =P