whhhhheee. its all over. exams are over. and i flunked it horribly, i'm sure. i didn't finish a quarter of all my papers, i dont know how to do another quarter, i crapped through another quarter. so that just leaves a quarter of HOPE. never mind that. at least its over. no burden, no worries. no studying, at least for this week.


and i guess i have to work three times harder if i want to pass my promos.. but just for now, i would prefer not to think about it. just not yet.


and i'm gonna have some fun now. =)
that was supposed to be the purpose of the holidays but it wasnt really very relaxing.. i didnt mug like mad, but i didnt have fun like mad too. haha. how to, when "must study for exams!" is constantly at the back of my mind.. lol. while studying a few days ago was getting very, very restless about studying. like what the hell. i have studied all my life and exams are like never ending. and its always one after another. and what's with o levels' the big thing. just have to do well for o's. after o's come a's. after a's come uni and all. so BLEH.


life is filled with obstacles, i wont deny.
i will overcome it as it comes my way.
i'll stumble and fall,
but i'll pick myself up again.


sigh. but life filled with exams and studying, i cringe. no thanks.
but, actually, its we ourselves who want to study right. like no one's forcing us to study. we can always not study. we can always not take exams. right.
it seems that way.. but the door to our future will be slammed SHUT, if we dont study, take exams, and do WELL.
and its the society that creates this vicious cycle of exams, and the content we study increases each year. like what we learn in secondary school, the upper primary school children are learning it now. and it several years time, kindergarten kids will be taking science!


oh wells. i'm getting more drained by the MASSIVE amount of stuff we have to study and REMEMBER. but at the end of the day, it doesnt seem to be of much use cos i'll forget it after some time. like bio. even if i study constantly, after one week i forget already. i look at the same set of notes i've been staring at and it seems alien all over again.


anyway. i thank GOD for guiding me and everyone else taking our exams. and to all those still having a week more of exams to go, jia you!! dont be disheartened by a paper you have already done and submitted. just move on and before you know it, its all over!

cheers!


give me time, Lord.. give me some more time.